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via youtube.com Yes, I cannot stop singing the song. I honestly love the lyrics and this video too. Within Temptation - Utopia (feat. Chris Jones) It shines in the dark And it grows within me You’re holding my hand but you dont understand So where I am going, you wont be in the end I’m dreaming in colors Of getting the chance Of dreaming of trying the perfect romance The search of the door, to open your mind In search of the cure of mankind Help us were drowning So close up inside Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia? Why does it have to kill the idea of who we are? Why does it rain, rain, rain down on utopia? How will the lights die down, telling us who we are? ...

i am an afternoon person because my ciradian rythym (biological clock for sleeping and waking) is set from 10:00 am through 1:00 pm. when i say afternoon person, i refer to a person whose activities start in the afternoon. also i sleep late usually from 11:00 pm because of the same reason. earlier was a miracle because i woke up so early. and then the first thing i did was to check our love birds. we have five cute ...

everybody or not everybody but me and my friends and those who read about me or following me on multiply, know how much i love emily the strange perhaps because of her strength to be on her own, and her courage to stand for what she believes in. i envy that. she is weird, rude, loner, nerd and selfish but i love her. most of all, she is somewhat a projection of me or at least someone i wanna be. she doesn't care ...

even more hilarious and interesting conversation via twitter.. and then a retweet with a comment..lol ...

haha, i really find this conversation i had with uzi (via twitter) funny... well, what i mean is that i look silly and sucky when i was taking a video of me talking. it was actually a vlog attempt that didn't go well as expected  because i suck on came ...

a vlog a.k.a. vidblog is a short slang for video blog or video blogging. from the word itself its a video journal. you scrap the writing and instead speak out your thoughts in front of a video camera. so it's like talking to a camera or to a computer that is if you are using the web cam, or that camera installed on your laptop or your macbook or iphone. so i had several attempts for vlog or a vidblog but i really suck on video. haha i guess i wouldn't be having one for now. it's just that i don't have anything to say, and it really sucks. gosh i suck. dude! how many times will i ever mention the word suck in a day? anyway, if you are a vlogger, you might as well consider this website to improve ...

oh but they are not animals, but flowers. i know its impossible but believe me these aliens are not your typical animal-like aliens. they're plants, or better yet flowers! you want a proof? here's your proof.. see? they're flowers, and they're so cute. and if ever you are on friends for sale (that's on facebook) don't forget to give me one or two or more of these cute little ones. okay? he ...

fifi is so rich that she does not know what things to buy or if there is a need to buy anything when she's got almost everything. aside from that, she has no more available room to place other things with. if only she could buy another room with that playfish money. too bad she doesn't have that playfish money because i cannot afford it. i cannot even afford my own website domain name. that sucks. anyway, ...

via weheartit.com Wow this is ethereal madness! my god this reminds me of archangel Gabriel from the movie Constantine (starred by Keanu Reeves). Angels are nude creatures, but this one is covered but still nude (i guess). I love the composition, the concept, the model is perfect. the body?? oh yes lovely. I would definitely rate this photograph prefect. Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls and rubbish ...

via reflectionof.me come on google wave! send me the invite!!! Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls and rubbish ...

hehe. my twitter avatar is really boring i changed it five times today. first with a picture i took, next is with a customized avatar through face your manga, followed by an icon i made a year ago, then changed it back to my jc black and white icon. lastly, i uploaded another picture, which i am currently using now. while i was randomly googleing, i found twibbon from old mashable blog entry and viola! i twibboned! ...

via twitpic.com i am back to becoming chairperson of the bored again. this is boredom's doldrums once again! earlier i had film showing with my bshm e1-1 class as a culminating activity, and it was our last meeting. 'seabiscuit', my favorite horse, still doesn't seize to amaze me and his story is just as inspiring and touching as when i first watched it two years ago. Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls ...

via wave.google.com it's been almost two weeks since i signed in for google wave full invite, but i haven't received any. i have been patiently waiting and i have no right to lose it. this time i am hoping i receive one from @owrange, or from @clatko. Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls and rubbish ...

via jeelchristine.tumblr.com these are exactly what i am looking for in a guy. and i especially like the third and the fourth one. :) just please tell me who you are for crying out loud and be a man! Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls and rubbish ...

via facebook.com roxanne, kaikai and me during izara's graduation party..haha Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls and rubbish ...

the past few days i was having second thoughts as to what movie me and my class will be watching for our class culmination. i had options, but i chose 'seabuiscuit' and im glad i did. we had our film showing at nine and ended ten minutes ago. my students were very attentive and it made me feel good. every time they cheered and clapped on seabuiscuit's wins, and frown on his loses, i can see how engrossed they were with the story. i just hope seabuiscuit inspired them to pursue their purpose and their dreams even if they're screwed up with life. Nobody can throw a life aways just because he or she is banged up a little bit. so that's it..bye! Posted via web from ...

via jeelchristine.tumblr.com i love the connection between noir's statue and the model. she is splendidly in total control. wicked! Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls and rubbish ...

Pissed and regretted ever buying the expensive DVD+R when I can just buy the DVD-R. I don't even know what's the difference between the two. Sales ladies should assist and explain to their costumers differences among their products, but that lady missed that part. I am so fuckin pissed with her not telling me that I am supposed to pay that amount of money. And then, when I came back to the office I have no food to eat. I lost my appetite. Well, on the brighter side, I'm not eating that means I not gonna get fater and fater. Posted via web from jeel christine's scrawls and rubbish ...

Nothing in particular has inspired me to write this. I was commuting in a jeepney when these words came into me. As soon as I arrived to my destination, I wrote them.It's not really erotic, just what you expect lovers do when they're together? huh!Blasphemy in his eyesThere is noneDespite the cruelty of the worldThere is only loveHe sees not the tempestBut the beautiful lassAdorn with velvet rosesThe ruthless duskAlone there she liesYet his love it tiesAnd he spoke:"Lovely maiden of the nightWhy has fallen tears out of sight."She heard but has not seenSuch voice wondrous in her earsInsanity has taken her, she thoughtBut yet again he spoke"Lovely maiden I see through the night,Why has come into ...