Will I ever stop? I asked my self

I have asked this question billion times already and yes I am not giving up yet. What is wrong with my blogger desk?? I have been experiencing the same thing over and over again. Can anyone please help me. Will making a new blogger account solve the problem?? Should I try Python if it is the only way? Okay now that is the dumbest question ever. Obviously its not the end of the world, and Python is my last option.