i am back to becoming chairperson of the bored again. this is boredom's doldrums once again!
earlier i had film showing with my bshm e1-1 class as a culminating activity, and it was our last meeting. 'seabiscuit', my favorite horse, still doesn't seize to amaze me and his story is just as inspiring and touching as when i first watched it two years ago.
It's not really erotic, just what you expect lovers do when they're together? huh!
Blasphemy in his eyes
There is none
Despite the cruelty of the world
There is only love
He sees not the tempest
But the beautiful lass
Adorn with velvet roses
The ruthless dusk
Alone there she lies
Yet his love it ties
And he spoke:
"Lovely maiden of the night
Why has fallen tears out of sight."
She heard but has not seen
Such voice wondrous in her ears
Insanity has taken her, she thought
But yet again he spoke
"Lovely maiden I see through the night,
Why has come into my father's abyss?"
Hesitated she did not
For she knew from then on
The young prince's voice it was
"Oh prince, captive I have been
For an offense i dared not done."
Wonder he did not
Bolted the threshold he tried not
But love has taken him
And so they fled far
Into a berth as pleasant as her love.
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jeelchristine poems. copyright 2009
There is only one thing that keeps me going and its faith.
When I was on top of the world, I thought about how I feared life and most of the things in life. II wanted to retreat to safer grounds where no one is capable of harming the little girl in me. But things have changed. I have changed and I am happy with the changes in me.
I was as resistant to change just as people in the Philippines are. The fact that they fear PGMA's Constitutional Assembly only mean how they fear change. And how much little faith do they have with PGMA and the government.
As for me I want change! I want to take the risk. It is not to break society's homeostasis, but to make the country a better place--free from corruption and violence.
Things every Filipino citizen should consider.
Parliamentary Vs. Presidential system
Plato, my favorite among the many philosophers and psychologists in the history of the life sciences, believed that the soul when still disembodied and separate from the mortal decomposing flesh has all the virtues and knowledge in the world. This disembodied soul is all knowing, and is perfect. However when the soul united with the flesh, it has forgotten all its innate virtues. It is only through the process of recollection can the soul ever acquire its perfection and previous knowledge. Therefore, learning occurs.
It’s supposed to be an emotive portrait of me. If you notice there are black smudge on my left eye. It’s actually make up. I intentionally smeared my make up to make it look like someone punched me on the left eye, though I am not so convinced with this. My face is just blank.
Am I in love or what? or am I just at the height of my emotional arousal to even ask this kind of stupid question?
Talk about heightened emotion, last monday night I was so bombarded with noise and stress. My students were the noisiest. While I look at them, listen to them, I felt that they haven't reached maturity. I know its very wrong to look at them that way, but I lost my patience, and I cannot contain my emotions anymore. So I gave them my piece. I told them how they are similar to elementary students, or worse than elementary students who cannot even shut their mouth up. I was really pissed that I lost my composure. After the class, they asked for a group picture which I denied, and instead told them "kamu lang, wala ko sa mood." I hate turning them down like that, but I was already at the height of my emotions and I was on the edge of hardly containing them.
I so wanna apologize with what I did. I'm sure they understand, because I can see it from their faces. Hai naku, I just wanna forget about it.
I know I have been very busy lately I that all I wanna do is have a time for my self to reflect about me and the things I did, enjoy a moment with my self, and be vain for a while. So here is another justification of my vanity, and my crazy-creativeness. LOL
uhhh uhm..which reminds me of my narcissistic nature..Oh Freud what have you done!?
