Art and play are a child's medium of expression which reminds me of my own childhood. I was solitary, shy, dependent, and less of a talker than I am now. I liked paper dolls so much to the point of even sketching and cutting my own paper dolls and chose my own characters. If I remembered right, I wasn't at all showing my own family events, but was presenting my own fairy tale fantasies.
All I wanted was to become a princess with those beautiful tiaras, dresses, and shoes. So in my play, there would always be a princess (me) and a slave, particularly a girl slave--someone who I can command and demand. Probably because I was so dependent with my parents, I had no voice, I never had the courage to voice out, and try to initiate things; I wanted to become boss in my little world of fantasy. My mum (mother) was the bossy type, so that's where I get that ideal attitude as a child, but I am never bossy at all, not even now.
And then, there wouldn't be a princess without a kingdom, would there? So I made sure I structured/built very well my kingdom using books and a small cottage I built using papers. The paper cottage would depict the poverty a slave deserve--my ideals as a child. So what's the issue about the slave thing? I wanted someone below me. Sounds more like Lavinia and Princess Sarah. haha. The only difference is that I was not rude with my slave. In fact, I was at all friendly but only a bit bossy only because I was the princess. It's like my fate and hers.
Anyway, since I was the princess, I had all the nice dresses and a very huge golden mirror, where I look at my self at my mirror. (Now, I am really taking!!) Well, my princess paper doll looks at her mirror and she was so pretty, and prettiest among all the princesses. Gosh! this was what I got from watching princess cartoons.
And a princess wouldn't be a princess without her knight and shinning armour, yes I had a prince paper doll which I drew and cut. And they lived happily ever after.
Haha, you know I feel good while recalling my past. Today I learned something about my self and my childhood self. One is that I am greatly influenced with my environment. Another is that I wasn't who I am today. That's a good sign, don't you think?
- 05:42:15: be seeing her again tomorrow..
- 07:53:47: be having my demonstration tomorrow..
- 08:19:46: mariel's out.. really like her honesty.. #pbb
- 09:12:52: marlene aguilar on the bottom line with boy abunda..
- 09:15:28: Why Marlene Aguilar is Crazy http://bit.ly/bJ0o9x
- 09:16:42: Manny Villar is not Blameless http://bit.ly/cLACnz
- 09:38:44: upon hearing marlene aguilar, i think she's a really amazing and beautiful woman, but like everybody else, she's not perfect..
- 09:45:11: she has taken away and suppressed jason's identity. her vanity is very intense that she has consumed him entirely.
- 09:53:38: the bottom line is, she doesn't want to be manipulated by anyone, consequently, she manipulates others including her very own son.
- 09:56:18: 'we are very much alike' words of marlene aguilar, who thinks that she is one with his son, that there is no boundary between him & herself
- 09:59:33: she seems to be enjoying her conspiracy theories, and particularly all the controversies she is facing...how narcissistic.
- 10:05:18: though she consistently denies her anger, marlene aguilar polard is as angry as jason ivler. no doubt about that.
- 10:07:26: Planting my wisdom tree at www.iwise.com/jeelchristine #quote #iwise
- 10:08:07: RT @AnthonyLawlor praise criticism two sides one mind #sixwords
- 10:12:24: To argue against something is to establish that a truth does exist. #quote http://iwise.com/ptExj
- 10:13:20: to be critical of one's own biases is to be skeptical. #quote http://iwise.com/sDn5x
- 10:14:10: everyone wants to control anyone and everyone manipulates anyone, like a parent to a child and vice versa. #quote http://iwise.com/iYsZR
- 10:14:51: everyone lies, society lies. thus, no one has the right to even cast a stone to anyone #quote http://iwise.com/UeiEL
- 10:15:12: withholding of truth in it self is a lie, as suppression of our opinions is an act of lying. #quote http://iwise.com/lHEza
- 10:15:33: selective withholding of one's opinion is neccessary, otherwise, society would be in total turmoil. #quote http://iwise.com/y8yDn
- 10:16:07: there can never be a choice without altertatives to choose from, and it is still a choice not to choose. #quote http://iwise.com/ZUA6y
- 10:16:40: an element of pride isn't about not knowing what the other sees, but not wanting to know what the other sees. #quote http://iwise.com/wBKtb
- 10:17:41: people get angry easily when being attacked with the truth. they coudn't accept truth because it hurts. #quote http://iwise.com/B4SDC
- 10:19:35: its not God, but the people pretending to be proclaiming his teachings..people who call themselves 'holy' #quote http://iwise.com/c8NFD
- 10:20:47: cooperation and submission are not the same. #quote http://iwise.com/QeWzi
- 10:21:34: The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up. #quote http://iwise.com/dvFtL
- 10:25:11: recovery centers call it a slip. teenagers call it breaking rules. i call it carpe diem. hallelujah! #quote http://iwise.com/yYcsV
- 10:40:40: @ajshadowcat08 same here...the only difference is while you work on sundays, i go attend classes..
- 10:41:00: RT @philosophytweet All science is static in the sense that it describes the unchanging aspects of things. -Frank Knight
- 10:41:52: RT @AnthonyLawlor RT @monaksart "Sentiment without action is the ruin of the soul. One brave deed is worth a thousand books."-Edward Abbey
- 10:42:11: RT @AnthonyLawlor RT @monaksart "An ounce of action is worth a ton of theory."- Friedrich Engels
- 10:43:20: RT @AnthonyLawlor RT @monaksart "Don't do nothing because you can't do everything. Do something. Anything."- Goudreau
- 17:39:55: if im not mistaken, there are three baby birds in one of our nests. im so happy. :)
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